The Longer I’m Awake… …The Worse It Gets.

I Don’t Know What To Do.

The Weakness Grows Worse.

I Can Barely Move At All.

My Hands Continue To Hit The Wrong Keys.

My Legs Continue To Propel Me Into The Walls.

I Just Don’t Get It.

It’s Been Going On For 2 Days.

And It Appears To Be Getting Worse.

I Feel Useless.

I Feel Sick.

I Feel As Though My Personal Purpose Isn’t Being Fulfilled.

I Have Work To Do.

I Have Writings To Write.

I Have Bloggin’ings To Blog.

I’m Supposed To Be Spending Time With A Friend, Which…

…Honestly…

…Is Falling Further And Further Away From Me.

I Can’t Drive.

Hell…

…I Can Barely Walk.

My Hands Continue To Jerk Away.

They Have A Tremble To Them Unlike Anything I’ve Ever Existed.

NO…

…I Am NOT Going To The Doctor.

I Know This Is A Temporary Thing.

I Hope This Is A Temporary Thing.

If It’s Not…

…My Days As A Blogger May Be Over.

You Wouldn’t Believe How Long It Took Me To Type This Up.

With Only Just Using A 2-Finger-yping…

…Playing Hunt-And-Peck Just Isn’t Cutting It.

It’s Killing Me.

I Haven’t Played Hunt-And-Peck Since, Forever.

Something I Haven’t Done Since The Mid-1990s.

I Hate This.

I Wanna Be Normal, Again.

I Wanna Feel Healthy.

I Want Full-Range Of Motion, Again.

This Is Bullshit.

This Link Will Tell You What’s Up.

http://youjivinmeturkey.com/2012/12/16/weakness/

The Rest Is All On Me.

Current.

Right Now.

What I’ll Do Next Is Anyone’s Guess.

I Just Wanna Walk Again.

I Just Wanna Feel Again.

I Just Wanna Use My Goddamn Hands Like A Normal Person.

No Jerking.

No Twitching.

No Major Mistakes.

No Flippin’ Nothin’!!!

I Just Wanna Be The Me I Always Way.

I May Have Hated That Person…

…But At Least He, In Some Way, FUNCTIONED.

I Shall Digress For Now.

My 2 Fingers Are Tired.

I Need A Nap.

Well…

…They Need A Rest.

Until Then…

So... Are YOU Jivin Me -questionmark-

So I Ran Across A Quotation That Got Me Thinkin’…

…Which Is Always A Highly DANGEROUS Situation.

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Trust Me.

Ask My Family/Friends.

They’ll Tell Ya.

"O.M.G.! You Let Bradley THINK!?! DAMMIT, This Ain't Gonna Be Good!"

Anyway

…The Quotation That Piqued My Interest Was…

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In Preparing For Battle, I Have Always Found That PLANS Are USELESS

But PLANNING Is INDISPENSABLE.”

DWIGHT D. EISENHOWER

(Our 34TH PRESIDENT Of The UNITED STATES Of AMERICA)

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Now, How True A Statement Is That?!

EXACTLY.

Hit’s It Right On The Head, Doesn’t It!?

And No, I Do Not Mean The Battle Part…

…But The “PLANS” Vs “PLANNING” Portion.

I Am Absolutely HORRID When It Comes To The Fulfillment Of “PLANS” In Almost Any Way You Look At It.

The “PLANNING” Portion Is What I’m Good At.

I Think…

…I Plot…

…I Piddle…

…And I Try To Set Myself Up To Have The Best Day Possible…

…Each And Every Day.

Does “PLANNING” Turn Into “PLANS” At Some Point?!

SURE IT DOES.

Can’t Deny It, So I Simply Shant.

BUT

…What About The Fulfillment Portion?!

Honestly…

…It’s A Craps-Shoot.

The Odds Are In Favor Of Non-Fulfillment, However.

Why?!

Hell, I Dunno.

I Suppose I’m Just Bad At Keeping The Plans I’ve Made.

Always Thinking About Things…

…But Never Really Doing Any Of The Things I Thought About Doing.

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Sooo

…What To Do, What To Do?!

Beats Me.

I’ve Been Planning To Go On A Walk, All Morning.

Have I Gone, Yet?!

Nope.

Why?!

I Dunno.

It’s Kinda Yucky Outside.

Could I Easily Put On A Jacket And A Hat To Keep The Rain’ish Conditions At Bay?!

Yeah…

…Probably.

ALRIGHT…

Yeah

Yeah I Could.

I Easily Could.

I Could Make It Happen.

But I Haven’t.

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I Planned.

I Made A Solid Plan From Said Planning.

But That Remains To Be As Far As I’ve Gone With It.

And That’s Just A Minor Example.

I’m VERY Sure I’ve Made A Million-Plus Plans In My Time That Have Totally Gone Unfulfilled.

My Bad.

WHATEVER.

It Happens.

That’s Just Life.

Always Planning…

…Rarely Executing The Planned Plan.

Sheesh.

Does That Take-Down Some Of My Personal “Cool-Points” At All?!

Maybe.

Do I Care?

Maybe.

Does It Bother Me?

Maybe.

Should I Just Shut-The-Hell-Up And Go For My Walk?!

Maybe.

So If That’s All A “Maybe”…

What’s The Solid?

What’s The Part I’ve Concluded With Measured Success?

The Planning.

Yep.

And I Found It Totally INDISPENSABLE, Just Like “IKE” Said.

Coincidence?

Nah.

Careful Planning?

TOTALLY!!!

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