I Want To Write… …I Need To Write.

I Feel Most Comfortable With My Pen In My Hand…

…And Plenty Of Paper To Write Upon.

I Like To Type-Up My Work, Sure, But I Sincerely Prefer Putting Pen To Paper.

I’m More Comfortable That Way.

My Handwriting Is Unique Enough That Only I Totally Understand It All.

So It Feels So Much More Personal To Me.

Are You Like That?

Is Anyone Like That?

Anyone?

How Many Of You Are Far More Comfortable That Way?

I Think Better That Way.

I Can More Completely Construct My Thoughts.

I Think I’ve Just Lost My Focus.

I’ve Lost My Drive.

My Determination.

My Personal Purpose.

I Write Sometimes Just For The Sake Of Writing.

I Write Sometimes Because I Sincerely Have Something To Say.

Sometimes, It’s Meaningless.

Sometimes, It Means Everything.

Sometimes, I Pray That Someone Will Read What I Write.

Sometimes, I Don’t Give A Shit If Anyone Reads Any Of It.

Sometimes, It’s All For You.

Sometimes, It’s All For Me.

Sometimes, It’s All For Us.

And Sometimes, I Just Don’t Know Who/What I’m Writing For At All.

Do You?

No, Of Course Not.

You’re Not Me.

How Could You Know Why I Do As I Do?

Exactly.

Everyone’s Different.

Everyone Does Everything For A Different Reason.

Well…

…Okay…

…Sometimes We All Do As We Do For The Exact Same Reason.

I Acknowledge That.

But For The Most Part…

…We’re All Doing What We’re Doing For Our Own Reasons.

I Just Wish I Could Get My Thoughts Straight.

I Wish I Could Stop Thinking In Seemingly Endless Circles.

It’s Maddening, Honestly.

But, When It’s All Said And Done, I Come Back To My Writing.

It’s The One Thing I Have That I Can Truly Call My Own.

Well…

…Okay…

…My Writing AND My Mistakes.

Both Are My Own.

Perhaps That’s Why I Combine Them So Often.

Nothing Feels More Mine Than Writing About My Mistakes.

I’ve Made Some Whoppers, That’s Fo SHO.

But Everyone Has.

Whoppers Abound, I Know.

When I Make One, I Almost Immediately Break Out The Pen And Paper.

I Try To Put My Thoughts Together.

I Try To Make Sense Of What Happened…

…Of What I Did Wrong THIS TIME.

Sometimes, It Helps Like Nothing Else.

Sometimes, It Only Makes It Worse Once I Realize Exactly Where I Went Wrong.

I’m A Mental And Emotional Dweller.

And Today, I’m Dwelling.

I’m Dwelling HARD.

So…

…I’m Writing.

Trying To Make Sense Of Things.

Thus Far…

…It’s Not Helping.

Not YET, At Least.

Give Me Time.

I’ll Get It All Worked Out.

With Pen In Hand…

…I’ll Get It All Worked Out.

I Hope.

I Hope.

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Songs That Make Me Smile: “TEENAGE FRANKENSTEIN” by ALICE COOPER (1986)

…I Can’t Walk In The Day…

…I Must Walk In The Night…

…Stay In The Shadows…

…Stay Out Of The Light…

…Are My Shoulders Too Wide…

…Is My Head Screwed On Tight…

…I Spend My Whole Life…

…Burning…

…Turning…

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TEENAGE FRANKENSTEINIs Off Of ALICE COOPER‘s 1986 AlbumCONSTRICTOR

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…I’m A TEENAGE FRANKENSTEIN

…The Local Freak…

…With The Twisted Mind…

…I’m A TEENAGE FRANKENSTEIN

…These Ain’t My Arms…

…And These Legs Ain’t Mine…

…NO! …

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TheTEENAGE FRANKENSTEINSingle Album By ALICE COOPER

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You Have My Nephew To Blame For This One.

I’ve Been Spending A Lot Of Time With Him During His Stay Here…

…And He’s A Major Fan Of…

ALICE COOPER

!!! !!!! !!!

I Know, Right!

The Kid Cracks Me Up.

I’m Sitting Here With Him.

He’s Playing The 360…

("NINJA GAIDEN II")

…And I’m Watching Him Play It…

…All The While Jotting Down Notes…

(In LONG-HAND)

…For What I Wanted To Included In This Bloggin’ing Blog Post.

I Think Better On Paper.

Always Have.

So I Take My Notes Using…

…A PEN…

…And PAPER.

I Know, Right!

WILD CONCEPT!

😉

I’m Sure It’ll Catch On Big After This New “World Wide Web” Thingy Stops Working.

(hehehe)

ANNNNNNNYWAY…

…Moving On, Moving On.

So When I’m With The Nephew…

…And He’s Playing His Games…

…I Just Get To Watch.

Every Now And Then He Lets Me Play…

…Though He Usually Ends Up Frustrated With My Lack Of Skills.

Then He Suggests I Just “Drop-Out” Of The Game And Let Him Continue Onward…

…Alone…

…With Me WATCHING Him Do It.

(HAHAHAHA)

Uncle Brad’s Failing Is His Stomach.

All The Fast Movements On The Screen…

…And All The Colors…

…And The Shakynessness That Goes On…

…It Literally Makes Me NAUSEOUS.

Uncle Brad Can Get Very Dizzy AND Sick-To-His-Stomach At Times.

BUT…

…I Still Sit With Him…

…And Watch Him Play…

…And I Wouldn’t Have It Any Other Way.

So…

…Today…

…Is…

TEENAGE FRANKENSTEIN

by

ALICE COOPER

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It Played During My Little Brainstorming Session…

…And So…

…Here We Are.

😀   <—See Me Smiling!

🙂   <—And There!

😉   <—And Even A WINKING SMILE!

Yeah.

It Put Me In A Good Mood.

I Haven’t Felt Good All Day…

…BUT…

…Hearing That Song…

…Knowing It’s One Of Ari’s Favorites…

…And Watching Him Have Fun…

…I Do Feel A Bit Better.

That’s PERFECT!

And Since I’m Now In Trouble With Him Because I’m Taking A Break To Work This Up…

…I’m Going To Finish-Up…

…Publish…

…And Go WATCH More “NINJA GAIDEN II” !!!

Enjoy Your Day, My Peeps.

Hope This Helps.

😉