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Daily Archives: 19Jan13
“NO MAN Was EVER So Much Deceived By Another…”
“…As By HIMSELF.”
—CHARLES GREVILLE
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Have Truer Words Ever Been Uttered?
One Would Be Hard Pressed To Find Any, That‘s Fo SHO.
With How I‘ve Been Feeling Of Late, These Words Are Burning A Hole Right Through Me.
Such Is Life???
Holy Hell, I Hope Not!!!
But…
…It Feels Like A Fool‘s Hope.
Just Sayin‘.
“I Am NOT Ashamed To Confess…”
Something To Ponder, My Peeps.
NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE Once Said…
“NO MAN, For Any Considerable Time, Can Wear One Face To Himself And Another To The Multitude Without Finally Getting Bewildered As To Which May Be The True.”
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Yeah.
Now, Tell Me This Quote Wasn’t Written For Me.
Not For Me Alone, No, But Totally For Me In General.
It Gets Right At The Heart Of What I’ve Been Trying To Talk About The Past Few Days.
We Lie To Ourselves So Much.
We Convince Ourselves We’re Not Good Enough…
…Not Fast Enough…
…Not Strong Enough…
…Not Attractive Enough…
…And We Do So At A Break-Neck-Pace.
Suddenly, A Life That Really Wasn’t So Bad Becomes A Living Hell.
Through No One’s Fault But Our Own, We Do This.
We Beat Ourselves Down.
Down To The Ground.
We Take What Good We Do Have Going For Us, And We Tarnish It.
We Do This All The Time.
The Big Question Is…
…As Always…
…WHY?!?!?
Does Anyone Have A Decent Answer?
Anyone??
ANYONE???
I Didn’t Think So.
Honestly…
…I Don’t Have A Decent Answer, Either.
I Wish I Did.
I Sincerely Wish I Did.
There Are Some Whom Believe I Lead A Charmed Existence.
And Then, There Are Some Whom I Couldn’t Give My Life To.
Some May Think It So Vile.
Some May Think It Amazingly Wonderful.
We’re All Different.
Different Wants.
Different Needs.
Different Tastes.
All Of Us.
You.
Me.
Us.
Again, I Ask WHY?!?
Is This Simply How It Goes?
Is This How Life Goes??
Is This All That I Am???
Is There Nothing More???
I Simply Don’t Know, My Peeps.
I Wish I Did, But Know I (likely) Never Will.
Which Face Am I Wearing Now?
Which Face Shall I Wear Later?
Does It Honestly Change With The Entrance Of Each New Person Into Our Day?
Which Face Are They Wearing?
Once You Start Thinking About It, You Can Almost Make Yourself Sick.
I Don’t Like The Thought.
I Don’t Like Having To Even Ponder This At All.
I’m Already Wracked With So Much Self-Doubt.
Now, I Can’t Stop Thinking About ME And Then The “ME” Whom The Rest Of The World Is Allowed To See.
They’re Very Different Creatures, Fo SHO, My Peeps.
I’m Very Guilty Of This.
Sadly…
…I Suspect You Are, Also.
Sooo…
…What Do We Do, Now?
Where Do We Go From Here??
I Suppose We Just Carry-On As We Always Do.
I’ll Be ME…
…You’ll Be YOU…
…I’ll Show You “ME“…
…You’ll Show Me “YOU“…
…And We’ll All Make Sure We Appear To Be That Which We Are Not.
Such Is Life???
So Goes Life???
Shit.
Now I Have A Headache.
Since I Can’t Sleep, I’m Kicking-Back And Watching “SPACE RAIDERS” !!! Yeah. I Know. I’m Lame. Deal With It. 😉
-B.
Have You Ever Watched A Flick Where More Than Half Of It Was Pieced Together From The Shots, Used And Unused, Of Another Flick?!?
Well Then, My Peeps…
…You’re In For A Treat!!!
😀
The Flick I’m Eluding To Is…
“SPACE RAIDERS“
(1983)
…Starring…
VINCE EDWARDS
…And…
DAVID MENDENHALL
…And Produced By The King Of Schlock, Himself…
ROGER CORMAN
!!! !!!! !!!
😀
“SPACE RAIDERS“
…Is One Of The Few Flicks On V.H.S. I Still Have AND Enjoy.
Most Of The Others Were Either Sold, Or Scrapped, Or Simply Given Away.
I Really Just Couldn’t Part With This One.
It’s A Personal Fave-Fave…
…And In Cherry Condition!
So Why Part With It, Ya Know?!
EXACTLY!!
I Knew You’d Agree With Me!!
😉
“SPACE RAIDERS“
…Is The Story Of A 10-Year-Old Boy Named PETER (Played By DAVID MENDENHALL) Who…
…During An Intense Battle…
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