I Don’t Know What To Do.
The Weakness Grows Worse.
I Can Barely Move At All.
My Hands Continue To Hit The Wrong Keys.
My Legs Continue To Propel Me Into The Walls.
I Just Don’t Get It.
It’s Been Going On For 2 Days.
And It Appears To Be Getting Worse.
I Feel Useless.
I Feel Sick.
I Feel As Though My Personal Purpose Isn’t Being Fulfilled.
I Have Work To Do.
I Have Writings To Write.
I Have Bloggin’ings To Blog.
I’m Supposed To Be Spending Time With A Friend, Which…
…Honestly…
…Is Falling Further And Further Away From Me.
I Can’t Drive.
Hell…
…I Can Barely Walk.
My Hands Continue To Jerk Away.
They Have A Tremble To Them Unlike Anything I’ve Ever Existed.
NO…
…I Am NOT Going To The Doctor.
I Know This Is A Temporary Thing.
I Hope This Is A Temporary Thing.
If It’s Not…
…My Days As A Blogger May Be Over.
You Wouldn’t Believe How Long It Took Me To Type This Up.
With Only Just Using A 2-Finger-yping…
…Playing Hunt-And-Peck Just Isn’t Cutting It.
It’s Killing Me.
I Haven’t Played Hunt-And-Peck Since, Forever.
Something I Haven’t Done Since The Mid-1990s.
I Hate This.
I Wanna Be Normal, Again.
I Wanna Feel Healthy.
I Want Full-Range Of Motion, Again.
This Is Bullshit.
This Link Will Tell You What’s Up.
http://youjivinmeturkey.com/2012/12/16/weakness/
The Rest Is All On Me.
Current.
Right Now.
What I’ll Do Next Is Anyone’s Guess.
I Just Wanna Walk Again.
I Just Wanna Feel Again.
I Just Wanna Use My Goddamn Hands Like A Normal Person.
No Jerking.
No Twitching.
No Major Mistakes.
No Flippin’ Nothin’!!!
I Just Wanna Be The Me I Always Way.
I May Have Hated That Person…
…But At Least He, In Some Way, FUNCTIONED.
I Shall Digress For Now.
My 2 Fingers Are Tired.
I Need A Nap.
Well…
…They Need A Rest.
Until Then…
"You Jivin' Me, Turkey?" 