Why Do I Always Feel The Need To Apologize So Much?
I Mean, I Do It A Lot.
Like, A Lot A Lot.
I Apologize For Things I Do.
I Apologize For Things I Say.
I Apologize For Things I Did Long Ago.
I Apologize For Things I Said Long Ago.
Apologize. Apologize. Apologize.
I Apologize For Things People Have Done To Themselves.
I Apologize For Things That Others Have Done To Others.
Is It Because I’m Sorry?
Or, Is It Just A Reflex Action?
Do I Do It Because I Really Care?
Or, Do I Do It So I’ll Appear To Care?
OR, Do I Do It Because I Care AND Want To Appear To Care?
Honestly…
…I Don’t Know.
At Least, Not Always.
I Think I’m Just Scared Of NOT Appearing That I’m Sorry, Whether I’m Really Sorry Or Not.
But Sometimes, I’m Dreadfully Sorry And Find It Difficult To Keep From Apologizing.
I Do It Once.
I Do It Twice.
Oops, There Goes A Third Time.
All Of A Sudden, The Person I’m Apologizing To Is Pissed About My String Of Apologies.
Now I’ve Got Someone Upset With Me Because I Was Simply Tooooo Sorry.
Dammit.
I’m Sorry.
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