First Of All, I Apologize… Posted by youjivinmeturkey on 25Nov12 …Secondly… …Well… …I Don’t Know What Secondly Is. Just Know I’m Sorry. I’ve Been Laid-Up For The Past Few Days. Nauseated… …Pukey… …Feeling Like Warmed Over Asshole. I Tried To Go For A Walk Today… …The First Time I’d Ventured Out And About Since Thursday. All It Got Me Was Weaker. I’ve Dropped 12-Pounds In The The Past 3-Days. I Can’t Eat. I Can’t Drink. I Can’t Anything. I Just Lay Here. Feeling Sorry. The One Time I Get Invited To Spend Time With My Friends… …I End Up Having To Bow Out Because I Can Hardly Lift Me Head. And That Just Makes Me Worse. I Miss My Friends. I Miss Them Like You Wouldn’t Believe. I Talk To Them… …And Yet… …I Can’t See Them. Talk About A Real Pisser. It’s Very VERY Rare That My Friends Want To Spend Time With Me. Very Rare Indeed. Yet They Give Me A Chance… …And I Bow It. 😦 I’m Simply Beside Myself. I Haven’t Blogged In Days. I Haven’t Seen Anyone In Days. I Just Wanna Go Back To Bed, But I Felt I Must Get Something Out There. I Need Something To Motivate Me. But This Isn’t Doing It. It’s Taking Me Forever Just To Get This Far. What’s Wrong With Me? Why Must I Always Get Sick Around The Holidays? Happens Every Year. I’d Writer More, But I Don’t Have The Energy. I’m Weak. I’m Tired. I Feel Useless. I Don’t Feel Like I Can Continue. I Just Wanna Lay Down. Lay Down And Drop Another 5-Pounds Or So. Help Me, My Peeps. Help Me Get My Strength Back. Help Me Get Vitality Back. Help Me. Help, Please. I Need It. I Want It. It’s A Must Have. I Want To Spend Time With My Friends. I Want To Be Among The World. I Want To Be Out And About In The World. I Just Can’t Be. 😦 I Wanna Feel Good, Again. I Wanna Feel Like I’m Productive, Again. I Wanna… …I Wanna… …I Wanna. What’s Wrong With Me?