Daily Archives: 20Oct12
“We Are Healed Of A Suffering Only By Experiencing It To The Full.” –MARCEL PROUST
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Friends… Bloggers… Countrypersons… Lend Me Your Reading-Glasses!
As Some Of You May Have Noticed…
…I’ve Been In A Sort Of “Creative-Funk” Of Late.
I’ve Had So Much On My Mind…
…So SO Much, In-Fact…
…That I Sincerely Feel My Blog Has Been Suffering For It.
I’ve Felt Kinda Lost.
I’ve Felt Kinda Overwhelmed.
I’ve Felt I Could/Should Be Doing More.
So SO Much More.
It’s October…
…Which Is Usually My Favorite Month Of The Year…
…And I’ve Spent The Bulk Of It Depressed As Shit.
I’m Not Sure What To Make Of It.
I Mean…
…Yeah, I Know I’ve Had Some Dental Issues That Have Curbed My Little Joy-Ride Several Times…
…And I’ve Been Dealing With A Horrid Bout Of Loneliness…
…But Neither Of Those Are Quality Excuses.
Right Now…
…At This Moment In Time…
…I’m Also Dealing With The Reality That My Cat…
“MISSY“
(aka “MYSTIQUE“)
…Is Nearing Death.
She’s Been Very Sick For A Couple Weeks…
…And There’s Really Nothing I, Nor Anyone Else, Can Do For Her.
She’s Stopped Eating, Now.
Her Systems Are Shutting-Down.
She Just Wants To Lay Down, Anymore.
She’s Lost Her Will To Live, Or So It Seems, But I Can’t Bring Myself To Have Her Simply “Put-Down” As The Vet Would Say.
I’ve Never Been As Attached To Any Pet As I Have Been Toward Her…
…So That I Do Know Has Added To This “Funk” I’m In.
Things Are Just Starting To Snowball.
My Hair Is Long, Now.
Longer Than It’s Ever Been.
I’m About Halfway Into Having A Full Beard Again.
As Grandma Would Say, I Look Like A “Ragamuffin” Or Something To That Effect.
I Can’t Go On My Mind-Clearing-Walks Because My Feet Have Dried-Out And Split-Open On The Bottoms In Multiple Places (F-in OUCH!).
My Mouth Hurts…
…And There Are More Dental Appointments On The Horizon.
Years And Years Of Puking-My-Guts-Up On A Daily Basis Has Simply DESTROYED My Teeth.
They’re Weak.
They’re Brittle.
They Break Like It’s Nobody’s Business.
They Make Me Horridly Self-Conscious.
Especially In This Day And Age Where Everyone Strives For That Perfect Smile…
…Ya Know…
…The One I Used To Have.
I Really Could Go On And On, But I’ll Digress From That Point.
PUT THIS…
…ALL OF THIS…
…TOGETHER…
…And It Works-Out To A Simple Answer:
October Is Now My LEAST Favorite Month.
Period.
At Least…
…This October Is.
Perhaps Next Year Will Be Better.
I Sincerely Doubt It Will Be Better…
…But That Doesn’t Mean I’m Not HOPING It’ll Be Better.
I Just Need To Find A Way To Snap-Out-Of-It Somehow.
Ya Know Ya Know, My Peeps?!?
I Just Haven’t Yet Figured-Out The SOMEHOW Part.
I Just Know I Have To Have My “A”-Game Grooving By This Time Next Week.
I’m Taking A Weekend Trip To Chicago, Next Weekend.
My BFF Lives There…
…And I Haven’t Seen Him For Nearly THREE (3) Years.
His Brother…
…My Other BFF…
…Is Picking Me Up Friday, And We’re Making The Drive.
I’m Super Stoked About That…
…Though I Admit The Bulk Of My Excitement Is Buried Deep Down Inside Me.
You Know Me…
…It’s Not Easy For Me To Outwardly Show My True Emotional States.
But I DO Promise Y’all I’m Looking Forward To The Trip With Anxious-Anticipation.
I Just Don’t Want To Show-Up On His Doorstep In A Severely Depressed State Of Heart And Mind.
ANYWAY…
…I Think I’m Going To Shut-Up, Now.
No One Likes Reading A Blog Where The Author Just Sits About And Rambles On About His Pathetic-Excuse For A Life.
So I’ll End My Ramble.
Just Please Please PLEASE, My Peeps, Take Good Care Of Yourselves…
…And Take Good Care Of Each-Other.
I’m Sure I’ll Be Back To Ramble With Y’all Again.
Hopefully Very Soon.
L8r L8r, Tater-Tots.
😐
I Was Just Jamming To This Wondrous Little Tune, Figured I’d Blog About It, Then Found-Out I Already Had Blogged About It. Kinda Wish I’d Done More With It, Though. Oh Well. So Why Not Reblog It, Kids. Ya Know, For S&G 😉
“…I’ll Never Be Your Beast Of Burden…
…I’ve Walked For Miles…
…My Feet Are Hurtin’…
…All I Want…
…For You To Make Love To Me…”
“…Am I Hard Enough?…
…Am I Rough Enough?…
…Am I Rich Enough?…
…I’m Not Too Blind To Seeeeeee…”
“…I’ll Never Be Your Beast Of Burden…
…So Let’s Go Home…
…And Draw The Curtains…
…Music On The Radio…
…Come On Baby…
…Make Sweet Love To Me. …”
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Does This Song Make You HAPPY?!?!?
MEEE TOOO, My Peeps!!!
MEEE TOOO, INDEED!!!
😀
“Love Is A Canvas, Furnished By Nature, And Embroidered By Imagination.” –VOLTAIRE
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