Songs That Make Me Smile: “HOME” by DEPECHE MODE (1997)

“Here Is A Song…

…From The Wrong…

…Side Of Town…

…Where I’m Bound…

…To The Ground…

…By The Loneliest Sound…

…That Pounds From Within…

…And Is Pinning Me Down…“

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The 1997 Single Album For “HOME” By DEPECHE MODE !!!

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“…Here Is A Page…

…From The Emptiest Stage…

…A Cage…

…Or The Heaviest Cross…

…Ever Made…

…A Gauge…

…Of The Deadliest Trap Ever Laid…“

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“HOME” Is One Of The Best Tracks, Period, From DEPECHE MODE, And It’s Off Of Their Hit 1997 Album “ULTRA” !!!

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“…And I Thank You…

…For Bringing Me Here…

…For Showing Me HOME…

…For Singing These Tears…

…Finally…

…I’ve Found That I…

…Belong Here. …” 

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This Is One Time I’m Not Going To Say Much.

I’m Letting The Lyrics Speak For Themselves.

Yes, This Song…

“HOME“

by DEPECHE MODE

…Is One Of My All-Time Faves…

…And It Is One Of Their Very VERY Best…

…But Today I’m Simply Feeling Good About This Little Bloggin’ing World Of Ours.

I’ve Made Some Rather Exceptional Friends Within It…

…And I Do Feel As Though I Belong Here.

Thank You, My Peeps.

Thank You, Indeed.

Much Love To Y’all, Fo SHO!

😀

“I Was Summoned By My Country, Whose Voice I Can Never Hear But With VENERATION And LOVE.” –GEORGE WASHINGTON

–GEORGE WASHINGTON–

(1732–1799)

–GENERAL Of The AMERICAN REVOLUTION–

–FOUNDING FATHER–

…And…

–OUR 1ST PRESIDENT Of The UNITED STATES Of AMERICA–

This Post Rocks So Much, I’d Feel Bad If I Didn’t Give It The Ole Reblog. So… Here I Am… Reblogging It. Ah, Now I Feel Better! 😀
-BRAD

VIC'S MOVIE DEN

Hi gang! Here is another movie composer “Top 5” from yours truly. The great John Carpenter. I hope you see one or two of your favorites. Enjoy!

Vic’s Top 5:Favorite John CarpenterMovie Scores:

No. 5 – “Christine”

Ethereal and other-worldly Carpenter’s score for his Haunted car movie is very well done. It manages to both frighten and disorient us with electronic eerie-ness. Tracks like “Moochie’sDeath“, “Obsessed with the Car” and “Football Run” stand out as strong tracks from the  ghostly canvas that Carpenter paints with his story, actors and images.

No. 4 – “Halloween – Season of the Witch”

(with Alan Howarth)

Creepily atmospheric and piercing,  this under rated and widely dismissed score has a huge cult following. That’s no surprise with great tracks like “Drive to Santa Mira” and “Chariot of the Pumpkins”…

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“Where Is The Man Who Owes Nothing To The Land In Which He Lives? Whatever That Land May Be, He Owes To It The Most Precious Thing Possessed By Man…”

“…The Morality Of His Actions AND The Love Of Virtue.“

—JEAN JACQUES ROUSSEAU

(1712–1778)

–WRITER–

–COMPOSER–

–PHILOSOPHER–

“He Who Takes Nature For His Guide Is Not Easily Beaten-Out Of His Argument.” –THOMAS PAINE

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<>(1737–1809)<>

<>AUTHOR<>

<>INTELLECTUAL<>

<>PHILOSOPHER<>

<>FOUNDING FATHER<>

Song Of The Moment: “VOICES CARRY” by ‘TIL TUESDAY (1985)

“In The Dark…

…I Like To Read His Mind…

…But I’m Frightened…

…Of The Things I Might Find…

…Oh, There Must Be Something He’s Thinking Of…

…To Tear Him Away…

…When I Tell Him That I’m Falling In Love…

…Why Does He Say…“

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“VOICES CARRY” Is The Hit Title Track Of The 1985 Album By The New Wave Band ‘TIL TUESDAY !!!

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“Hush, Hush…

…Keep It Down Now…

…VOICES CARRY…

…Hush, Hush…

…Keep It Down Now…

…VOICES CARRY…“

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To Put It Simply…

…This Song Popped-Up On The Ole MP3Player…

…And I Felt It Perfectly Appropriate Following The Lengthy Post About My Psych Eval.

Not To Say They’re Connected In Any Way…

…No.

It’s Just Oddly Amusing To Me That…

…Of All The Potential Songs To Have Pop-Up…

…Yeah…

…It Was…

“VOICES CARRY“

by ‘TIL TUESDAY

😀

That Alone Was Enough To Put A Big Ole Smile On My Face…

…And I’ve Been Grinning Like An Idiot Since.

Oh, My Peeps, The Things That Make People Stop And Just Laugh A Bit.

We Are Strange Creatures, Kids.

But I Totally Dig Strange Creatures.

So I’m Trying To Have A Little Fun With This.

“VOICES CARRY“

…Is A Great Little Number, That’s Fo SHO.

It’s A Song I’ve Always Enjoyed…

…BUT…

…This Morning…

…Right Here…

…Right Now…

…It Is…

…THE PERFECT SONG.

I Kinda Like How That Worked-Out, Actually.

I Needed A Good Giggle.

Can Anyone Say “Irony”?!

MEEE TOOO!!!

😉

“I Am Charged With Making Too Many Mistakes On The Side Of Mercy.” –ABRAHAM LINCOLN

–ABRAHAM LINCOLN–

(1809–1865)

–Our 16TH PRESIDENT Of The UNITED STATES Of AMERICA–

“Passion Is A Sort Of Fever In The Mind, Which Ever Leaves Us Weaker Than It Found Us.” –WILLIAM PENN

–WILLIAM PENN–

(1644–1718)

–A FOUNDING FATHER–

My 10-Hour Psych-Eval or: How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Accept I’m A Mental Headcase

Good Morning, My Peeps.

What’s New In The Clean World, As They Say?!

Yeah.

Sounds About Right To Me.

So…

…As The Title Of This Piece Suggests…

…Or States…

…Or Whatever…

…I Spent 10-HOURS Of My Monday Sitting In An Office…

…Answering Question After Question…

…With Each Answer Spawning More Questions…

…And More Questions…

…And More Answers…

…And Yet More Questions…

…And On And On And On.

😐

We Talked About The Hot, Horrid Mess That Was My Childhood…

…Focusing Mainly On Traumatic Experiences That Have (likely) Shaped The Man I Am Today.

We Talked About My Inability To Conform.

My Struggles To “Fit-In” Anywhere.

The Friends I’ve Made.

Why I Made Those Few Friends In The First Place.

The Friends I’ve Lost.

Why I Lost Said Friends.

We Talked About My Plans For The Future…

…Or If I Honestly Had Any Real Plans For Any Type Of Future…

…And On…

…And On…

…And On And On And On.

😐

We Talked About My Time In The Navy.

The Good Things About It.

The Horrid Things About It.

Why I Was Discharged Early.

How I Felt About That.

How That (likely) Did Shape The Man I Am.

My Sleep/Insomnia Issues.

The Eval, Honestly, Seemed To Drag On…

…And On…

…And On And On…

…More Questions…

…More Answers…

…Begat More Questions…

…Begat More Answers.

😦

Honestly, My Peeps…

…I’ve Never Felt More Internally Exposed.

My Life History…

…Broken Down Before Me…

…Into 10-HOURS Of Q&A.

It Was, By FAR, The Most Comprehensive Mental Evaluation Of My 30’ish-Year Existence.

When It Was Finally Over…

…I Was So Drained I Could Hardly Stand-Up.

Lucky For Me…

…The Eval Took Place About 10-Blocks Away From My Home.

I Felt Sick.

I Was Nauseated.

I Had A Headache Direct From Hell’s Half-Acre.

I Felt Torn-Open…

…All Of My Guarded Skeletons Now Released Out Into The World…

…And Now A Part Of Record.

You Can’t Sincerely Know How It Felt Until You’ve Done It.

You Simply Can’t, My Peeps.

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It Was Grueling.

It Was Embarrassing.

It Was Humiliating.

It Was Irritating.

It Was Exhausting.

It Was Enraging.

It Was Draining.

It Was Helpful.

It Was (HOPEFULLY) Worth It.

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It Really Was The Most Difficult Q&A Session Of My Life.

Half-Way Into It…

…You Can Easily Imagine…

…I Was Ready To Get-Up And Leave And Just Go Home.

She Pulled Things Out Of Me…

(Mentally And Emotionally Speaking)

…I’d Been Repressing Most Of My Life.

She Got Me To Admit I’d Been Molested By A Former Neighbor.

She Got Me To Admit I’d Suffered Multiple Concussions From Major Head-Traumas.

She Got Me To Admit My Lack Of True Emotions In Some Cases…

…And Truly Overt Emotions In Others.

She Got Me To Talk About How I Used To Get Into Fights With My Peers In School…

…And How People Started Leaving Me Alone Because I Was Too Unpredictable.

She Got Me To, As I’ve Said,  Talk About Why I Was Discharged Early From The Navy…

…And How I Was Hazed/Bullied/Pressured Into Signing My Name To The Confession I Was Prompted To Draft At The Time.

She Got Me To Admit How I Felt When I Was Sent To The Brig…

…Placed In Solitary Confinement…

…And Put On Rations Of Bread And Water For THREE (3) Days.

She Got Me To Actually Talk About My Auditory-Hallucinations.

My Extreme Paranoia.

My Lack Of Sympathy And Empathy Toward Others.

The Woman Was Very Good At Her Job.

In The End…

…However…

…In Handing Down Her Diagnosis…

…She Told Me Nothing I Didn’t Really Already Know.

A.D.H.D.

Depression.

Schizophrenia.

Personality Disorder.

Underlying, Unresolved Trauma.

Sociopathic Tendencies.

 All Things I Could Have Just Told Her When I Walked Into Her Office.

BUT…

…Her Job Was To Confirm The Diagnosis Of Other Doctors…

…AND To Make Her Own Diagnosis.

And Boy OH Boy Was She Thorough.

😐

Needless To Say…

…I’m Just Glad It’s Over.

I Was Honestly Hoping Beyond Hope I’d Sleep Better Tonight.

As You Can Easily See…

…That Didn’t Happen.

Another Night Of Around 3’ish Hours Of Actual Sleep.

BUT…

…That’s Why I’m Writing To Y’all Right Now.

I Figured MAYBE If I Got All Of This Out Into The Open, My Mind Would Calm-Down…

…Relax…

…And Possibly Allow Me To Get Back To Sleep.

Is This Helping Me Relax?

Yes.

Some.

Do I Feel As Though I Could Get Back To Sleep?

No.

Not Really.

Am I Glad I’m Sharing This With You?

Yes.

Somewhat.

😐

Why Just “Somewhat”???

Because One Never Knows How Others Will React To Hearing Certain Things…

…And I Don’t Want Y’all, My Peeps, To Be Uncomfortable With What I’m Saying.

This Really Was Something I Sincerely Wanted To Get Off Of My Chest…

…So Perhaps I’m A Touch More Than “Somewhat” Glad I’m Sharing This With Y’all.

You Cats And Kittens Are Okay By Me…

…And I Wanted To Try (potentially) Connecting With Y’all A Bit More.

🙂

Am I A Mental Headcase?

Yes.

Is That Now A “Fact” Of Record?

Yes.

Am I Going To Let It Affect What I Do Here?

Hopefully Not.

Do I Love Being Able To Talk With Y’all?

More Than You’d Believe.

Are My Eyes A Touch Weepy, And Do I Need To Shut-Up For The Moment?

Yes AND Yes.

Am I Willing To Answer Some Questions From Y’all?

Sure…

…Some.

Will I Be As Open And Honest With Y’all As I Was With Her?

I Don’t Know.

Is This A Good Place To End This?

Yeah…

…I Think So.

L8r L8r, My Peeps.

And Thank You Again For Listening Reading.

🙂